Monday, July 26, 2010

Just call me Michelle.

In retrospect, the comparisons started with a chuckle from Karen Sawyer--my Arcadia professor (who organizes student international pro-bono trips), mentor, and friend who is affectionately known as K1 in Ridge from her own time spent here. Karen, from the start, saw the similarities between Michelle Bogan and I, and her chuckles on the way God works have only seemed to grow over the last year.

We're both tall, at least a head taller than those "Likkle Bruttes" down here (aka Brooke). We both have shorter, brown, wavy-curly hair that does crazy things in the humidity. We're both the organized and list type. We both fall asleep during perfectly good movies. We both prefer not to use the mosquito net. We would both choose a sweet drink over a beer. We're both from areas in the US that are completely unlike the Jamaican way of life. We even both have the same swim bag, woo. We are both PTs and tend to think the same way when it comes to treating--as we found out last November. . . And these things are all just on the surface level. 

On another level, since moving down the comparisons and mistaken identities between Meesh and myself have continued! This week alone Dr. Carol mentioned to Brooke that, "Sometimes I hear her talk in the clinic and I'm sure it's Michelle out there." It wasn't a day or two later that while driving to the clinic, Aunti Mopsi (Anna's aunt) flagged me down, knocked me on the arm and exclaimed something in patwah along the lines of surprise at me being here. I'm not sure I'd officially met Mopsi before that! My look of confusion must have been a sight. Brooke caught on right away introducing me for me. Mopsi then went on in so-so patwah ("true" patois) to explain that she thought I was Michelle! And on and on it goes. . .

You see, almost six years ago, Michelle and Brooke arrived in Ridge together to work as pro-bono PTs. At the time, Michelle had five years of clinical experience in the PT world while Brooke was the new grad--which is much the story of Brooke and I with the roles reversed! Michelle was strong in orthopedics while Brooke in neuro rehab. In many other ways these two Jamaican sisters complimented each other when it came to serving and establishing projects in the community. Michelle stayed here full-time for three years and has continued to return to visit every year since.

When I met Michelle last November during a Stroke Camp, it felt as though we'd known each other for years instead of just a few days by the end. I remember boarding the plane before the trip with so many questions and doubts and fears about these steps I was taking towards Jamaica. God used the combo of Meesh and Brooke in so many ways over that week to reassure my heart that this is where He was taking me and that He would see me through.(Yet another example of the amazing people He has brought into my life through this!)

Since that time Michelle has been a friend, mentor, and someone I've been able to pass question after question to, no matter if they're about loans (which we also had a very similar situation with), friends and family members' reactions, adjusting to the culture, learning to quint (i.e. wink), documentation, or advice on finding that filling up alone time with just you and God.

I agree on many accounts that we are much alike--and that that is yet another way God has guided and blessed this entire thing! However, I do have to agree with Brooke in that there are many other ways in which we differ.

A few examples? Meesh has a reputation as a prankster, right down to sewing together the top of every piece of underwear you own. I have yet to earn that title by a long shot! She's also the more level-headed, cautious driver while I tend to need the little reminders that I don't quite know these roads or what the truck barreling down on us is going to do well enough to be driving so fast. I believe she may be immune to these mosquitos here, while I am daily becoming the adept mosquito huntress, that or be mauled by them. Her actions and words challenge me to know God on a deeper level and to love with a giving heart to all of those around me.

Everyday I find my heart being moved and challenged in different ways as I continue to settle in and get to know all that surrounds me. I'm certainly alright with being mistaken for Michelle. It's an honor in a way! And if anything it's a reminder of how God has brought me to this place and continues to provide in ways far beyond my understanding! I know too that He is daily shaping me into who He designed me to be, a unique one-of-a-kind individual. If I learn to respond to "Michelle" along the way so be it . . . she's mi olda sista after all. :-)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Small Revelations . . .

It is the little things that count. In the last 10, er, 14 days (I started writing this days ago!) thislesson has been reiterated time and time again in the smallest revelations of this Jamaican life. Each day brings something new, exciting, trying, challenging and reason to praise the Lord. And with every passing day there seems to be more and more I want to share . . . Let’s start with a big random glimpse, shall we?

Culturally, there is so so much that I continue to learn and observe. For starters, Miss Anna’s house, this big beautiful thing (pic will soon come, whoops) took 18 years to finish. 18 YEARS. There are no such things as home loans or mortgages around here. Thus, Jamaicans build one brick at a time as they can afford it.

It’s not what you know but who you know. Which makes the cultural saying “wah fa mi, ah fa you” (what’s mine is yours) true no matter what’s on the table. It also puts a new definition to the idea of community..

“Out of many come one people,” descending from all sorts of heritages and backgrounds which explains different skin tones and why I’m not called a ‘light skin’ but a full on ‘whitey’.Ok, ok, ok. And it may b/c of my lovely pastey skin. :)

Dresses and suits come out on Sundays. That includes walking a mile or two in heels on these roads! I tell you, these are some very very brave, persevering women.

There are more churches in Jamaica per square mile than in any other country. Yes, there are all types of denominations, but it is one of my favorite things when one person will start up a chorus and all the people around then join in—adults, kids, teens alike.

The other day Toots told me I speak fast English. Her patois is fast too, so we’re even—and both learning!! I’ve also been banned from reading our devotions before clinic as I speed read . . . and speed walk, and speed eat, and yes, I’m working on it! Ha ha.

Nothing goes to waste, as most things can be used again. I’m learning the value of empty bread bags, mayo jars, and the like. An old margarine container is holding our few leftovers from dinner right now, a pickle jar the sauce.

There is a fine balance between giving and enabling. It’s one that I’m having to discover and pray pray pray about every day. I want to give freely, but I don’t want it to be a burden on a person later on if they don’t take action for his/herself.

Although there may be a few versions to the tale of Lover’s Leap, it remains a sight to behold and quite a leap.

Falling on your face in front of most of the community, at Bible School, while racing with too short of crutches is rather humbling; however, it also breaks down a lot of unseen barriers.Oh, yes, God continues to stretch me.

Jamaican kids will walk all over you in chaos unless you have a firm voice and follow through with what you say—we learned that the first night of helping out with the 100+ person Bible School!

A person’s job, whether it be selling fruit outside of the market or driving our van to pickup patients one day a week, is their job and important. I love that our drivers, Michael and Shorti, show up in their slacks and polished black shoes every Tuesday to transport patients.


Our summer Reading Program that began this week is actually 4 weeks long (not 3). We constructed tents out of tarps and bamboo last weekend.
 It was quite the process, probably pretty comical too. It all started with Brooke and I loading up 18+ pieces of 12+ft bamboo into the van. By ourselves, no less.
 With it sticking out in at least 4 different directions, we drove on our back roads back to the community center collecting quite a few stares and comments—and reaffirming our crazy American status I’m sure! But it's serving a great purpose today!

We have over 80 kids registered in the Reading Program ranging from 5-14yo. I love the stories that are already coming out of it. It breaks my heart when you hear of a 13yo who doesn’t know an “a” from an “m”. Even more, though, I love when Miss Anna gets to share her faith. Like on the first day when a mom asked her why we are doing this. Why are we providing all of this (crafts, lessons, food) for the kids for four weeks? And Miss Anna, she say “Because we love the Lord and He’s blessed us with the ability and opportunity to serve some of His most precious gifts. Oh, praise de Lord.”

From a PT perspective, things are going really well too! Last week I got to act as a CI (clinical instructor) while our two students (Katie and Sarah) took the role of lead therapist in patient care.

This week has involved a bit more juggling as Toots, Brooke, and I take on our full case load. In stepping up to the plate, I’m learning and re-learning techniques and neuro rehabilitation necessities.

I officially have a Jamaican PT license as well. Woohoo. Only the multiple visa entry remains left to obtain!

Patient education remains one of the most beneficial and important things we do—1 in 4 Jamaicans has high blood pressure. Severe strokes in individuals in their early 30’s are extremely common!

The heart and perseverance our patients show, including the encouragement they give to each other and within families, moves me every day. Today, we had a wife come in praising God because her husband is doing so much better---this is of course after just one session of PT. She kept telling us that God is going to bless us with more and more patients b/c she’s proclaiming this good news and the work being done here. From a PT perspective, all I’d done was tell the man that it was okay to move his hands, pushed him to the limits with some tests and measures, and sent him home with two exercises. I didn’t expect too much either, to tell you the truth seeing as his is an arthritic condition. I love it when God shines through in big ways.

If I’m not sweating by 9am something is majorly wrong. I joke with my neuro patients especially that they’d better be sweating more than me or we not finish.

Our patient waiting list grows constantly, and this is despite the fact that Jamaica moved to a socialist health care system not too long ago. We seem to add to it every day! Word of mouth, mon. It’s like wild fire.

We have a lot of kids on our caseload right now. Unexpectedly, they make my day. Daniel is a 4yo boy with spastic CP. He still has many of the reflexes of a newborn, cannot roll, sit, or even hold his head up on his own. His feet are completely turned in as a result. However, this little guy is so intelligent. And he smiles, smiles, smiles. Even when I’m pulling and stretching on his foot, knowing that it likely hurts. Such a reason to love what I do.

In writing our documentation, I am now more concerned with saving paper than crossing every “t” and dotting every “i” for Medicare. Love it.

Next Friday we have lunch with the Bishop in Mandeville. Who knows where that will lead.

On a personal level, so much is happening and changing too.
I’ve never realized how much can be done in flipflops. I work in the clinic, wash clothes, layout grass to cover the garden, dig compost piles, chop weeds, run, go to church, etc in them. I’m even more amazed at what the kids are able to do in them.

Flexibility remains the name of the game. Especially when it comes to responding to emails, skyping, etc (so bear with me!). It also comes into play with a lot of “free” time and/or hours away from the clinic.

I put on bug spray like some people but on lotion. And still I average 4-5 bites per day. At least it’s slowing down!

I’m wiped at the end of the day, not making it much past 9pm each night. Even though it’s a good wiped, I love the filling up hours of our morning and our weekends.

I drove for the first time this Tuesday. Left-sided, pot holes, people on the road, trucks barreling down, and weeds/vegetation growing at you. It’s quite the exhilarating experience. The whole time I found myself repeating “left, left, left, left” in my head.

This little guy is Yaso, 

which in patois means “right here”. He’s Anna’s newest little guy and so cute. His brother, now living with Toots, is called Deso, meaning “right there”. Pretty creative, eh? I’m working on teaching him how to fetch. It’s slow going as he’s more interested in snuggling up into my lap. On Monday he was so tired from all of the kids coming back and forth for the Reading Program that when I got there and sat to play he curled up in my lap instead falling right to sleep.


This community is so ripe for so many things. New “projects” pop into my head all the time and I’m constantly having to push aside that “American” mentality of doing everything right now or all at once. I just keep praying that doors will open and that I’ll stay focused on what God wants, one step at a time. It’s a matter of finding a balance I suppose.

My shopping adventures in Junction have moved beyond the grocery and cambio these days. Woohoo. I’ve been to the courier, farmstore, bookstore (to ask for cartridge paper no less), and Juici’s. If I’m with Brooke I’m amazed at either how many people she knows or how many people know of her. She has gained a lot of respect in this entire area for the work being done these last few years.

I’m meeting more and more of the community as well, daily putting faces to names. It gets somewhat confusing as everyone has two names—their given name and the name they go by. For instance, Puts is Romerio, Boops is Garth, Linton is Eric. Then there’s Veronica our post mistress, Tracy at the wholesale store and a part of our book club, Diane who runs Anna’s shoppe, Sister Dolores at the top of the hill who runs her sister’s shop some nights, and Kerry who does our car insurance just to name a few.

I do need to take a minute and recount some of the amazing food we’ve had over the last two weeks. The fruits and veggies are endless. I’m up to (at least) 9 different types of mango, but I tend to go back to my favorites of the aiden and juli. The sweet mango is growing on me as well. And then there’s mango cobbler (Thank You, Susan Tomlinson!!), which is pretty much the best dessert ever. Black raspberries, garden fresh tomatoes and corn, sweet sap, pomegranate, fresh bananas, coconut, calilu, pineapple, peas . . . Not to mention our very own pear from the pear tree out back

which would be an avocado, yes, but better. Homemade tortillas, jerk chicken, curry chicken, Anna’s pizza, banana porridge, sweet potato pudding, Jack fish, 'It's Really Great Yogurt' (yes, that's the name brand) . . . Pretty much I live from meal to meal. Food is really what I do. Ha.


I find myself unconsciously saying “tree” instead of “three,” “me” instead of “I”, “No, suh”, “Soon come”, “heap”, etc every so often these days. I’m catching onto the patois but most of it including the “mon” has yet to flow out easily. As long as I can be understood in some way shape or form I’m a-okay!!

Embracing this in the morning is making 5:30am easy. So incredible.

 Welcome to the slow, simple life. Although not always slow or simple it is a drastic, welcoming change of pace. Today, Thursday, is the first day we haven’t had something after work in almost the entire time I’ve been here. The day is young yet, though!

Tomorrow we head up with the Nice’s (yes, I finally learned the missionary family’s last name too!) to YS Falls. It’s Christina’s b-day (one of our volunteers) and her and Norma’s last day on the island. From what I hear it’s a great place to swim and rope swing. It’ll also be my first time into part of the Blue Mountains . . . I think.

My love, thoughts, and prayers go with you as we all soon head into the weekend. 

The rain a start. Woohoo! Praise de Lord. Our garden will grow and the ground be reap. Or something like that. Blessings!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Mosquitos 58, Jennie 2

Make that 59 with the addition of the bump on my right elbow.

We have these sneaky little beasts of mosquitos that seem to thrive in our living/dining room area, attacking while you’re on the computer or eating. Bugspray or not they’ve been feasting on every part of my body –face, thumb and sole of my foot included—and so far I’ve only managed to dispose of two of them. My legs especially resemble a bad case of the chicken pox, no joke!! Yikes! It could be worse. So far I’m winning the battle with the cockroaches, ants, spiders (I’ve even killed my fair share!), and well, the lizards and I have come to a temporary agreement at co-habitation. Welcome to the rainy season.

That being said, it’s high time I gave you some picture insight into my new home!
This is it! Brooke and I live here with the two dogs, Rex and Ramble, our sassy cat, Skitzo, and hummingbird, who has yet to be named—oh, and the assortment of mosquitos and lizards of course!


The Bus provides our transportation for large equipment, groups, and once a week, a few of our patients. Yeah, mon, we roll under the blood. Don’t you?  (I have yet to have to drive the Bus or the Bullet --our normal vehicle-- but I know the crash course in Jamaican driving is coming . . . )

The view behind the house is much more green with all sorts of fruit, veggie, and flower life! The big tall tree is loaded with pears (avocados) which I'm patiently waiting to ripen fully!!

Tour of our humble abode which just so happens to take very little time to thoroughly clean as I discovered on Saturday! A-mazing as you all know how I feel about dirt, especially the red dirt we have here. . .

My room, where most things have been put away. Please note the extra bed and the fact that I’m perfectly willing to give up the entire room when you come to visit!


The living/dining/office room

The bathroom

The kitchen


Rex (who can never sit still!)

Ramble

Our road, aka “The Grand Canyon”. Every time it rains more of the road gets washed away. It’s pretty crazy to see some of these vehicles go over this! Nothing I’ve seen on either coast can compare. In the background you can see the basketball court and top unfinished level of the community center. Miss Anna's driveway is across from all of that.

Friday night we had the missionary family and their visitors down to Miss Anna’s for a true Jamaican meal. It was a feast of curried chicken, bread fruit, rice, and pumpkin soup, all topped off with cake, watermelon, and cantaloupe. Yum-yum.

This is a cake-slathered Moriah—Lindsay and Rodney’s youngest (the missionary family)—who is quickly stealing a piece of my Jamaican heart. Especially when she’s covered in frosting and pink cake.

I managed to get the high chair while Katie got the low one. . .accentuating our natural height differences even more. Fantastic.

My favorite time of day? Morning coffee and devos on the back step. This is my view—with the bonus of a sunrise and mountains when it’s not overcast or foggy (aka all that gray stuff turns into something surreal)! Pretty awesome, right?

It’s been a wonderful wet weekend. Relaxed enough for me to really start to feel like I’m settling in, but busy enough to keep things interesting.

Tomorrow brings my first day in the clinic with Brooke, Katie and Sarah. It’ll also be my first full day as an official PT ever (and bit of a clinical instructor)! The taste of PT I had on Friday with Miss Deir at the nursing home was a great reassurance that I’m where I’m supposed to be, doing what I’ve been gifted and love to do!! I look forward to this week and all it brings with a full schedule in the clinic. We’ll also be helping out the missionary family and their volunteers as they put on a week long evening community bible school.

Ah ha. Got it. There’s now one less mosquito to deal with. Point Jennie.Woohoo. I’m hoping to post some additional pages or links to info on mailing to Jamaica and a few other things. Have a blessed week!

Likkle mor (translation: little more or until later).

Friday, July 2, 2010

"Welcome Home!"

Those were the first words I heard from mi dear sista, Shirani, as she enveloped me in a hug yesterday. I'd spent the last few hours in a very full "bus" with the missionary family (from the deaf school) and a few of their newly arrived bible school guests driving in from MoBay (airport). I'd already had my first welcoming patti, ting, and been reminded of the Jamaican rhythm of driving . . . but arriving in Ridge was more than a welcoming sight. It was home!

Yesterday was a full day, even after the drive. Shir and I put my bags in the house and then made it to the clinic to catch up with Brooke, Anna, Toots, and the two students who are here (Katie and Sarah). I met a few of our patients as well as said a quick "Hi" to Dr. Carol. We stopped over in Junction on the way back for coal and a few groceries then back to the house. I made a big wonderful mess of my things--I don't know how I can still have so much stuff!!--and then met some more of the community as we hiked up the hill through the bush for a few cold drinks. Dinner. Oh, dinner. Anna is one amazing chef and how I've missed Jamaican food! We had bread fruit french fries, BBQ'd jerk chicken, and salad to boot. So good. After that I merely cleaned off my bed and fell into it. What a day. What a blessed day.

This morn has been full of much the same sweetness starting with some back step coffee and devotions, as well as visits by at least four of the other community members. We're off soon for some home visits and then a trip down to Jack Sprat for some well-earned Friday afternoon R&R--although the rain looks to be a rollin' in.

So, yes, I'm alive! I've even got the bug bites to prove it! I have yet to put my toothbrush under the facet. Aaaaand I just ate my first Jamaican mango in a year. :o) There is still a lot to do to "settle in," but it'll come bit by bit. Until later, my friends! I'll leave you with one of my favorite Jamaican choruses . . .

God is good
God is good
God is good to me how could I let Him down
How could I let Him down
He's so good to me
He picks me up
Turns me around
He plants my feet on higher ground
How could I let Him down
How could I let Him down
He's so good to me.